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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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 "I wish I could peel off the facade you put on.It irritates and annoys the hell out of me." hi guys. I got accepted into NTU BUSINESS. seriously, it was way unexpected. hahahas. but there has been no news from NUS. guess i can only just wait. hahahas.
 Sometimes I wonder what is going to happen in the future?What has been laid out for me? Am I just going to be an ordinary girl -work & rest? or am I supposed to make something out of my life? honestly, I know I am not suitable for big changes. thats not me. i know myself well enough to say that i want to live peacefully. however, we are all being caught in this ramapant lifestyle. something that we tried to resist but ultimately, we will fall back again. it's draining us, killing us softly each and every day. but we do not have the courage to fight against it. I am not saying I am capable of doing that. As a result, I envied those who have succeeded. They are living for themselves, not for the others nor the society. how courageous they are, putting up a strong front for their aims. I admit I am jealous, yet hateful of my vulnerability. The peace that I yearned, the serenity that I desired could not be found here. I must seek and explore. to find somewhere where I truly fit in. And I truly believe that this day will arrive. Some updates in my life.  This is Li Chan with her huuuggge stomach!   
They always act like kids.
In conclusion, Li Chan and Qin Lei have left us. Will miss them much.  The places that we have been still bears your footprints. The words that you have said still remains echoes in my ears. It burns my ears and reminds me the pain you have brought to me. Whenever I closed my eyes, images of happiness flew past and I tried to grab hold of them. but it slipped my hands as though all were simply my imagination. You told me to be strong after you are gone. You told me to forget you. You told me that I will find someone better than you. You told me to treat this as a beautiful dream. A dream that has to be awaken one day. I said that i am vulnerable when it comes to love. I said that my memory is good. I said that you are the perfect man for me. I said that I am living in reality. A cruel reality which i have to face. Lately, I have been wondering how you have been for the past few years. The answer that I got came from the picture posted on your blog. The familiar smile, the dimples and the talking eyes. But the person is standing beside you is a stranger to me. It becomes clear to me that she is the one who deserve your love. So tell me, do you still remember the girl who once loved you as much as she does?
  I am currently addicted to this korean drama.Adores Bae Soon Bin (: |
