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caught these two movies today.
and i am more supportive of Legion.
not because of the religion that they preach,
but rather the meaning behind this movie.
"To continue to hold faith in the people around you."
yes. thats what I can summarise frm this movie.
indeed, people start losing faith in each other for multiple reasons.
be it greed, power, money, betrayal, hurt.
all these have changed or shaken our faith.
we no longer believe or simply,
we do not dare to believe anymore.
nobody wants to suffer from the pain inflicted,
causing us to lose hope in each other and sometimes,
on our life.
we don't actually want to lose faith
but the external pressure or internal conflict forces us
to abandon what we truly wish to do.
is this the life we wish to lead?
i doubt so.
this movie had been thinking about my faith in others.
i still believe that everyone is kind-hearted.
that there are no scheming, cunning people around me.
am i trying to deceive myself?
probably.
if one day, i give up on this faith of mine,
i would have lost hope in everything.


"I am trailing behind your footstops,
struggling to figure the almost invisible traces.
but you have left a vivid mark in my heart.
something that I tried to erase
which threatens my breathing."

hi.
this wk has been kinda of no-good.
out of the 7 days, i have only been working for 3 days.
how fantastic.
i feel sooo penniless and
staying at hme is a completely boring task.
nevermind about that.
i hate **** for seeing me as a weak girl.
she bullys me by making me do this and that.
whats worse is she started shouting at me
and giving me her utmost deadly stare.
whoas. a night that i will definitely rmb.
i seriously hate her.
but i have to put on a facade.
to let her know that
she's such a wonderful person in the world!
hahahas. sense my sacarsm?
byes.


"You have ruined the perfect moment.
Don't try to salvage the situation.
it makes you look guilty."

okays. today was soooo not my day.
i seriously need to get this off my chest.
there is this ang moh woman who can be labelled
as one who has no manners, no proper breeding
& a FOUL MOUTH.
honestly, nothing good or i should say something normal
comes out frm her mouth.
she was soooo freaking rude.
i am soooo shocked by her attitude
becos all the customers that i have met have basic courtesy.
you must be wondering what has happened.
here goes.
she wanted to buy a large pot of money plant.
usually customers will want us to deliver it to his or her house.
but she insisted on carrying it back hme
cos apparently she stays nearby. (whatever!)
so we gave her a big jumbo bag to carry it.
and she was so NOT GENTLE with the plastic bag
that one small leave dropped frm the plant.
the next thing i know,
she was SCREAMING at me.
"SO YOU TELL ME HOW DO I CARRY THIS!!!
YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO CARRY IT IN THIS MANNER RIGHT?!
IS THIS YOUR FIRST TIME DOING THIS?! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!
OH MY GOSH. SERIOUSLY. DO YOUR HAVE BRAINS OR NOT?!"
this accussation really gets me on my nerves.
i was on the verge of giving her a tight slap.
i told her in a calm manner that people usually wants us to deliver
and she told me that was a stupid excuse for my incompetence.
what the heck! stupid bitch.
if not for wanting this job, i would have screamed in her face!
then my collegue tried to help her tie the ruffia string for her to carry it
and she SNATCHED IT frm him and snapped at him.
"DO YOU REALLY KNOW HOW TO TIE THE STRING? (when my collegue has not even tie it yet.) YOU ARE SOO USELESS. I WILL DO IT MYSELF. GOSH!!!"
my collegue was sooo stunned. he told me she was a barbarian.
hahahahs.
then this stupid woman left the shop in a huff WITHOUT saying thank you.
can you believe it?!
shall not talk about it.
byes!