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"Those simple words hit so hard
that the pain spread through my veins
in a gush.
something that i could not be able to handle
and yet,
i have to embrace this pain
that i am not willing to bear.
why did you leave me so vulnerable,
so exposed?
and i know you will never be able
to give me the answer."

I don't know whether to count myself lucky or not.
becos i NEARLY got knocked down by a car twice today.
what a near-to-death experience.
one moment i was putting forth my foot to cross the road,
the next thing i knew the car was RIGHT INFRONT of my foot.
i got a super big shock
and quickly retrieved my foot back.
thank goodness for that close call.
i nearly lost my precious foot.
on top of that,
i think i saw my ex today.
i think so. why?
becos the moment my eyes rested on him,
i immediately shifted my glance away
and reassured myself that my eyes were playing a trick on me,
coupled with the lack of sleep.
hahahahas.
but there is this nagging feeling that tugs my heart,
as though it is yelling at me to turn back and double check.
in the end, i did turn to take a look.
but all i got was his backview.
so i am definitely not certain whether it is him or not.
however, he was standing at our once favourite waiting place
and i can't seem to ignore this feeling that it might actually be him.
seriously,
while i am blogging this,
i find myself being sooo silly.
like whats the point of thinking whether it was him or not.
everything that happened is a past.
a past that i should not dig up to feel sad and miserable.
let's not talk about this anymore.
byes!

"Your calm and expressionless face
tells me that everything is over."


"When all the words are lost ,
you need to hear intensively ,
to the beating of my heart."


"The wound within me was wide,
as though there were claws which were
ripping me apart.
At that moment when you touched me,
the wound diminished
and I felt whole again."

yawns. my life is a bore.
i am running to town everyday for work
and the distance caused me to reach hme at midnight.
ahhhhhs.
okays. i shld stop whining like a baby.
anyway, i realised something bout my male customers.
you know,
when they came to buy flowers for their gf.
they will go like this: "heys. hms. can i have a red rose please?"
the soft tone coupled with the shy smile makes your heart feel sooo sweet.
seriously,
you can almost feel the recepient's reactions.
hahahas.
since they are sooo adorable,
i will pack their roses for them carefully (:
hees.
that will be all today.
byes!

"True love was forever lost.
The prince was never coming back to kiss me
awake from my enchanted sleep.
I was not a princess,
after all."

The greatest gift in life
is those people who truly love you
and treasure your presence.