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I feel sooo screwed on my first day back to sch.
My results are crap. really crap.
I think I am going to fail all my subs this time round.
I can't believe this is happening to me ! ):
got back lit p5 unseen - 10/25 (FAIL!)
econs - need not say. I FAILED MY ESSAYS! most probably going to fail case study cos ms tng has singled me out for remedial! (darn. first time I have to go for econs remedial!)
maths - i FAILED BY 1 FREAKING MARK!!! 44!! WHAT THE!! -.-
in conclusion , i declare that today is the worst day ever
and I am sooo confused whether I shld take my A's anot.
.......
can someone tell me what to do ?
My parents will be soooo disappointed in me.

Hellos.
I simply looove the feeling of today.
everything was great.
firstly, i have managed to finish reading the bks
and my parents (being sooo thoughtful & generous) decided to give me a treat at Jack's Place.
they claimed that I have been studying very hard. (which i denied though)
hms, honestly speaking, their steak was fab. really delicious.
and their desert was mouth-watering (:
hahahahas.
thanks mom & dad for the wonderful treat!
catch a nice movie after that
and of course, some harmless shopping too!
i sounded sooo guilty. hahahs. cos I really spend alot these few days.
okayyys. i am getting zzz.
enough of this post & I am going to disturb someone now! :D
"You are the music to my ears.
You are the apple in my eye."


These few days have been fab.
love the feeling of 'exam-free'.
have been reading my fav storybooks
for days
and how I wish it was the end of A's.
huff. i still have to get back
to track on wed ,
to the life that I dread leading.
nevermind ,
shall enjoy whatever I can !



I have finally finished my prelims!
yays!
& hist paper 2 is easy today.
the most impt thing to do now
is to get a good slp
and enjoy the remaining 6 days of breaks
before sch starts on nxt wed :D
can you feel my joy ?


Went for a quick study with joanne at lot one.
we were tackling our pure maths
& were determined to get the answers! :D
you shld have seen our never-say-die face ,
it was sooo hilarious!
but i really benefit alot frm her
and I am even more assured
that I will get a C tmr! (:


Let me summarise this week in a short note.
It's definitely hectic and stressful.
booos. i have never felt so panicky and worried before!
i guess that same feeling will still haunt me when A lvl nears.
Anyway, about today,
I CUT MY LONG HAIR!
ok. I am not unhappy about anything
but I just feel uncomfortable without that long hair feeling.
you know what I meant right ?
it can be considered a loss though.
and my dear dear friends will see the new Ada on tues.
I will bet with everyone tt they will definitely say this:
"You got cut your hair meh ? where got ?!"
this will be the face that I will show: -.-
byes!

"The look in your eyes tell me
that you want something more
than just being friends."

Someday
When the world is warm
And the flowers are full in bloom
You'll come to be with me
And finally you may see
All that I can be for you
Someday
When the days are
the sun shines brightly in the sky
You'll look at me
the way I look at you
And see me the way
that I see beautiful being to me
Someday
When the full moon shines
And reflects beautifully on the bay
You'll look into my eyes,
and say you love me
And tell me all that you want to be
And see I'd do anything for you
Someday
When my dreams have been realized
And everything is right with the world
You'll see deep within my heart is you
And know there's nothing I won't do
And just the same, love me
Someday
When the earth and heaven are one
And we all walk together hand in hand
You'll have a place in your heart for me
But for now, it's only just a dream
Until you see how I care for you
-Stephanie Kennerley



History paper was easy today.
Lit paper tmr will be soo unpredictable.

History is not a boring subject.
It is only boring when you memorise the dates.
But you can bring life to history.
By understanding the "lovely" stories
behind every country
and you will discover the beauty
in realizing their significant past.


"Who determines our presence in the world?
The answer lies around you."

He is my current addiction !
cute right ?!
hahahas.
he will be my motivation from now onwards.
"Your dimples melt my heart ,
let alone the way you sing."

I think I am worn out , drained out , or whatever you called it.
I am sick of books , studying and everything.
oh no! (horror!)
Now I am forcing myself to absorb everything ,
as though I am eating something smelly and disgusting.
Well.
Today was a bad day to begin with.
I asked stupid questions at this point of time.
But I really learnt something :
ATQ and MUST ANALYZE LANGUAGE TO FIT THE QTN.
plus DON'T BE VAGUE !
byes.

You know ,
I am always amazed with myself.
I managed to shed off 310 calories in the gym.
oooohs. hahahas.
But the wanton mee tt I ate in JP
made me gain back the weight.
ahhhhhs ):
5 more days to the second prelim paper.
Oh , I can't wait ! (JK)


"There is only one page left to write on.
I will fill it with words of only one syllable.
I love. I have loved. I will love."
-Audrey Niffenegger
(The Time Traveler's Wife)

Hellos.
These past few days have set me thinking about what I want in the future.
Yeah .
I have shared with my relatives what I love to do.
Cartoon drawing - creativity thinking - advertising.
Indeed, I looove advertising. I want people to see and feel my creativity.
Don't undermine my capability.
I know that's what I want to pursue.
I am begining to dislike the life of mugging for something which I find it draining.
But I do not have a choice.
If I don't mug ,
I can't get into mass com which offers advertising.
Irony right ?
We should study what we love and want ,
not something that will make you dread everyday.
What's the point of whining now ?
Nothing. But I will persevere on to get into advertising ,
because thats what my life is all about.



"If there is something worth waiting for,
will you sit and wait patiently
or will you give it to another person
who deserves it more than you do?"


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, GEORGE LIU! :D
hellos my pussy bro.
you are finally seventeen.
tsk tsk. look at yourself.
stop staring at your lappy for the whole day
& i can't possibly ask you to enjoy your life
cos you are already enjoying your life,
in fact, to the fullest (:
yeas yeas.
anyway, I am not going to give you my 5 bucks
becos you stole away my opportunity to earn money.
booos. bye bye.