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I am trying to consolidate lit.
but I realised that I need lots of focus which is lacking in me.
Gosh. prelims is drawing near
and I can't say I am not prepared.
but rather I am not satisfied with the work prepared.
Am I being too fussy or dissatisfied?
I want the best of everything
yet there is a minimal amount that I can achieve.




"Once upon a time
Through a door just down the hall
In a dark, forgotten corner
Of the playroom was a doll.
She was only made of cloth,
A rather simple work of art,
But you could see where someone
Had embroidered her a heart.
It had faded from neglect
And being lonely through the years,
And she couldn't even cry
Because she hadn't any tears.
But then one day as she lay cold
And silent on the floor,
A teddy bear was tossed in
Through the squeaky playroom door.
As she watched him,
he got to his feet
And slowly walked her way;
And her little red embroidered heart
Came to life that day.
He gently picked her up,
And as he held her in his arms,
He noticed a faint heartbeat
And certain rag doll charms.
So he took some thread and stitched
A pretty twinkle in her eye
And fixed her sewed-on smile
Which had long-since gone awry.
He brushed away the dust
And cobwebs from her dress
Then taught her about love
In his fuzzy warm caress.
Those two have stayed together
Since that day so long ago;
And when he looks at her today,
He would hardly even know
That his happy little rag doll,
So content and satisfied,
Was the same one he had found
Cast so carelessly aside."
-Sherri Deskins


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, CHERYL CHAI!! :D
You are finally 18! woohooos, my awesome BFF.
You are the beeest friend that I can ever get,
being so humurous , bithcy (opppps!) and lovely.
hahahahas.
I have always enjoyed being with you
and you never fail to make my day.
Hope you love the glass cups that I have bought for you
& all the best for your upcoming promos.
stop watching videos and faster study! :D
GOGOGO.

Hellos. I am feeling darn pissed with this bitch.
You will never be able to find a two-face bitch like her.
Honestly, she is downright detestable.
Let me begin the bitching session:
She has no friends in class
and only confides to one of the guys, who is another pain-in-the-neck.
This girl bitched about us to that guy,
and said that we cannot achieve anything in life.
Wait a minute,
let's analyse what she says.
"We cannot achieve anything in life."
Hellos? That is reflected upon you, not us.
for god's sake, you said that we cannot achieve anything in life?
look at youself from head to toe.
you have no looks, no figure (cos you are fat), no brains (cos you got worst results than anyone of us), no friends.
Oh. Am I tooo honest? I guess so.
But you are deceiving youself that you don't have all those qualities.
I am merely stating the facts for you.
Since you dare to bitch about us,
why scared that we will bitch about you?
Obviously, we hate you to the core
and I think you are conscious of that.
Heed my advice, bitch.
you have not win anyone of us in any areas in life.
never ever compare us with your own perception.
it's disgusting and stop acting cute, for goodness sake!


"So much of the language of love was like that:
you devoured someone with your eyes,
you drank in the sight of him,
you swallowed him whole.
Love was substance,
broken down and beating through your bloodstream."
-Jodi Picoult

"Because you live and breathe,
Because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky."
-Jesse McCartney

I know it's been ages since I last blogged.
but come to think of it,
i have bottled up my feelings and thoughts.
it's always amazing to note how one can be so vulnerable
when it comes to keeping thoughts and feelings to oneself and not being able to consistently express it.
yes, to me, I am vulnerable when I do not tell someone my feelings and thoughts.
I will be thinking too much or be in an unstable mood.
you may labelled me as weirdo or to put it across in a nice manner- unique.
but everyone has their vulnerable side
and will try their best to hide that not-so-good-side of themselves.
personally,
i think that everyone should show their vulnerability to others whom they care about
as sharing of one's vulnerable side might aid one in greater understanding of the other.

"You said that I am your best friend.
But you matter more to me than just
a best friend."