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Exammmms are over ! hoooorays ! :D
I can finally let down my hair and enjoy myself for A DAY.
ok. that is better that nothing right ?
today hist paper was fine becos what I studied came out again.
hahahahas.
I think I have the ability to predict the future
but let's not depend on that for A lvl
in case it fails on me. hahahas.
I have been thinking alot during the course of having no laptop everyday.
it dawns upon me that I can leave without it
and need not be under its mercy.
Also , I tried to think back upon why I chose the route of going to JC.
I could have simply just go to poly to study my dream course - mass com.
why did I have to suffer right now , under the pressure of the upcoming A lvl ?
It was because I wanted to go to uni to study mass com
and get my degree for advertising :D
It was such a perfect dream that drawn me to study JC -
a one way ticket to uni.
My dream. seems so perfect yet I am struggling to achieve it.
I was reminded by Plath - "perfection is terrible".
But it is this dream that keeps me going on and on ,
hoping that one day , the ads that I do will leave a deep impression on everyone.
Right now, the only thing that I could do
is to study and study everyday.
becos everyone wants to get into my dream course
but only the few will be selected.
It's kinda sad isn't it ? Pursue dream or not ? Can I achieve my dream or not ?
All these questioning will never stop.
Only when we start questioning ourselves ,
that's when we truly understand who we truly are.
"Dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions."
Edgar Cayce