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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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 Sometimes, life doesn't go on a regular pace. It makes you fall to th brim of the cliff and leave you hanging there ALONE. Seeing some smiles & gloomy faces in th lecture today sets me pondering about the effects of having to face th reality. All along, I always love the idea that smiles are meant to minimize the emotional pain that one faces in life. But gloomy faces ? I really don't know. I am like a little lost sheep who is waiting for someone to scold me & wake me up. Thanks to a teacher, I almost cried in school today, learning that what I am doing now is just not right. He wrote on my exam paper:"sigh. I am extremely disappointed in you." I was sooo shocked that I read his comments umpteen time. At that point of time, I could really feel his disappointment in me. Very Very disappointed. Friends said that was because he thinks I have the potential & was disappointed that I didn't meet his expectations. I don't know. I do know that hard work is not enough. I really have to talk to him about my weakness. Let's face it. Nobody loves hearing about their own weakness. But ain't that supposed to make you improve ? I believe so. And I would like to tell the teacher that "Apologising will not cure the problem. I have to understand where my problems lie and please give me one last chance to prove to you that I will make an improvement by mid-year. Please believe me one last time." In addition, half of my class voted my GP teacher out as they believe that a Relief Teacher will serve to be useful to their learning. I was so appalled that we lost the voting. I can't believe that my class is willing to gamble away their future with a RT. Honestly, I was speechless. I have no idea what I am going to do without an experienced GP teacher. People, Just tell me how. Half the class who voted for RT have strong command of language. But have your spared a thought for those who are weak and wants to learn & improve ? No right ? And my "friend" stills argue with me that experience is not an important factor for someone to teach a graduating class GP. This was th expression -.- that I gave her. Anyway, tried drowning all my unhappiness by walking in the rain with K. He is a super nice guy who is willing to lend me his ears. Thanks K, and the "rain-journey" was pretty awesome right ? (:
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