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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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 "When I look at you in the eyes,all I can see is your passion to be freed." Hola everyone ! My birthday is just two days away ! (: Hahahas. I know it sounds super random but it's my EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY! so greater emphasis should be put into it. Anyway, I was overwhelmed by tests this week. I did my best for the lit tests but I just couldn't finish them on time. Oh no Oh no. I have many ideas in my head, all waiting to be gushed out by the tip of my pen. But, I just lack of the time. Time, you are damn precious to me. I have to compete against you for all my subjects. You know what, I am going to win you for this Common Test ! GoGoGo, Ada Liu ! :D  This week has been really bad for me.Seriously. I don't know what happen. Friends, Studies. Everything is tangled. Lost in a world of conflicts and unexplainable pain. Sorry to my lovely friends for today. I was angry not because I couldn't take the joke, but it involves something that is important to me. It has been tough getting mad at your for a day as your has always been bringing me laughters. Below is something that I felt angry about the way this brat treats my friend Hellos BRAT! You are such an ignorant brat who puts youself in the center of everything. Yahs right! The world REVOLVES around you, only you. How could you have inflicted pain to my friend? She has always been treating you in a nice manner and you choose to give her a literal slap on the face. C'me on! Get a life, brat! Stop acting innocent infront of us. Haven't you seen enough of our white eyeballs? Oh no Oh no. You want us to shoot you in the front? Awesome. Thanks for telling us. We will. Honestly, so what will happen if my BFF go overboard? Rubberband will snap? Honestly, that's such a funny metaphor to compare to your patience! If it snaps, then remember to buy an elastic one next time. Heed my advice, ARIES offers you long-lasting rubberbands or whatever you called, tiebands. Also to your one and only friend, you said you are notorious in school? Wows! It's unbelievable to know that someone who is so insignificant can proclaim herself to be popular. Seriously, kindly spare me some of your courage. I am in need of that. Your popularity is so high that it dazes me. I have been defeated by the popular girl in school. Lastly, to the brat, your "retriever" will never bother to look you in the eyes. Want to know why? Cause you look exactly like your best friend, the popular girl in school.
 Outing with OG5 yesterday was pretty awesome!Heed to town for a day of gossiping. The weather was really bad. We were partially drenched but I feel that it's so adventurous. Honestly, we were running in the rain and that's when some thoughts ran through my mind. It's definitely uncomfortable to get wet. But nobody mind getting wet. Giggles and Laughs could be heard, warming my heart. I know that they will always be there in my life, bringing joy and only joy to me. Went to Cine to catch SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE. Gosh. There are sooo many gory scenes. I was practically clutching the bag of popcorns. Awwwws ! ): PastaMania was our dinner and we gossiped pracically everything. They felt indignant bout the insults that I received and you know what they told me. They said:"At least you have us." Super touching ! HAHAHAS. That's when we decided to cab home and the bloody taxi driver is damn stupid. He says he is super tired and can only drop us at one destination. I was like wth. We are paying you and you are supposed to provide us the BEST SERVICE! Finally reached home at 10pm and it's time to chiong for my tests ! Tian Ming, Jing En, Xin Hui, Xiao Ling, Jia Jie, Vashon, Shu Hui. Thanks for yesterday. I looooove everyone of your ! :D
 Many happenings in this week.Mostly, bad ones which I wish to vent it off my chest. I got insulted by a bunch of juniors. The fact that I know them doesn't really matter anything. They confronted me and questioned me on the conflict between me and that bitch. Ohs. I am extremely sorry if I labelled you as a bitch. But honestly speaking, everyone speaks of you as that. So, I am just following the crowd. Whatever. Cause you must be used to being called that. Anyway, the juniors that questioned me spoke in an ungentlemanly manner to me, interrogating me as though I am a crimminal. Hellos ? Is this the way your speak to a senior ? Get some life okays, immature brats ? Your words stung my eyes and set me pondering. Will your ever buy my story ? Obviously not. Then what's the point of me explaining everything ? Actually, I won't say your are brainwashed by her. But SMITTEN. For goodness sake, look carefully at her. She is TWO YEARS OLDER THAN YOU ! I don't get it. She doesn't have whatever a woman should have. Looks ? Figures ? Brains ? Oh no. Oh no. Not that I can see with my naked eyes. Perhaps her words are persuasive, or even better, she cries . I understand guys turn weak like a jelly when a girl cries. Maybe she's manipulative on this. Hms, that's cool ! I can never be like her. I bet nobody can even win her on that. For the point that her words are persuasive, I guess not. She just loves to play on her "strong command of language", plus a tinyweenybits of flirtatious actions, so as to get them head over heels with her. Bitch, do you mind teaching me a trick of yours ? Honestly, my anger does not dissipate just because of the confrontation. But the fact that the juniors questioned my friend on the same issue makes me mad. Come on ?! Direct whatever questions your have to me. Why make another person miserable ? Seriously, your immature acts make your look foolish in my eyes. Grow up ! It makes me feel incredulous how your can ever believe that bitch. Get your facts right. She's commly hated by the entire school. Everyone knows she flirts with guys and I am not amazed by the fact that your fell under her "charms". She is capable of doing anything, for her own self-interest though. And all of your are just her tools for her plans. I think I am kind enough to tell you her motive. It's definitely up to you whether you want to heed my advice or not. Not that I really give a damn about it. The most irksome thing is the bitch holds two facade. One moment she came crying to me, telling me that nobody understand her. And I am seriously sooooo dumb to tell her that I am still her friend. Who knows, the next day, the confrontation came by the juniors. Come on ! Don't be a turtle ! Stop hiding behind the juniors' back. Tell me straight on the face whatever unhappiness you have with me. Don't backstab. It's such a disgrace for a person of your age. Anyway, do you want a taste of what's the feelings of having friends ? Go read my BFF's blogs. They will show you what true friendship is about. With them around, your life will never be happy ever again. Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you. A sweet poem to be shared :D I looovees all my friends !
Okays. I have been having mood swings since monday. I don't understand why either. Homeworks are piling on me, tests are overwhelming my small body. Oh no. When can all these stop ? Bracing myself up for the J2 life is my priority. I am learning, really learning to do so. My GP teacher praises me for listening attentively in her lesson. I came to realization that a small action of being attentive can make a teacher's day. Note taken. The weather has been unbearable recently. I am getting some rashes on my body due to the scorching heat. Stop this, it's killing all of us. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beat with mine. Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Your actions doesn't make you prettier
Finally, the orientation '09 has ended with a crazy finale.I have successfully lost my voice after screaming and shouting for the past three days. Hms, to sum up about this orientation, it's really an experience that I will never forget. New JC1 friends, A taste of leadership are all refreshing things that I have just gone through. Wednesday Shu Hui and I got the class 09S21, together with Joanna. Okays. Threesome has never been to my liking due to you know, personality clashes and blahs blahs. So, we decided to face up the fact. This is the JC1's orientation. Making them enjoy is our responsibilities. Thursday Today is the day I have been anticipating for nuts. Station games ! WHOOOS~ it's the time to splash the JC1 with many many cups of water. I really enjoyed myself, seeing them displaying their teamwork as a class heartens me. The smiles of theirs are etched in my heart and I will never forget how they laugh and cheer for their own classmates (: Anyway, CHERYL joined my class for the dances and she changed her role of being a guy. That's super hilarious and i have a hectic time teaching all of them . AHHHHS ! (: Friday It's a long and tiring day of dancing and cheering. Although our clan didn't win the title of best cheers, we still enjoyed ourselves. Thanks S21 for the past three days. Your have been enthusiastic in participating in all events and I love having you around. Life goes on. We will have a chance to meet again. Certain unhappiness are unavoidable. I know I should forget about it. But it's not within my ability. You have not spared a thought for us, doing things on your own without any acknowledgement from us. Flirting with guys made you look desperate, yearning for the alternatives. Stop doing these, it makes you look really ugly. Sooner or later, you are going to lose all your friends. Be it or not.
  Happy belated birthday, Shu Hui ! You have been a superb OGL partner & I enjoyed your company (: We are going to 'rock & roll' tomorrow ! Hahahas. Loves you many many.
Cursing away at your insignificance in life definitely brightens up my day. Seriously, you are really a bitch who barks your way off. Snapping other's people head is your forte, Craving for attention is your must-do. There is nothing good about you. With those act cute actions of yours, it looks sickening in my eyes. I have always wonder, What's so good about you ? Nothing, oh so nothing. You are just a pain in the neck, inflicting pain on the wounds of others. Someday, you will get back the dessert you truly deserve. I await the intolerable pain that you are going to face. Watch your back, a oh-so-ugly-bitch !
  I seriously love my OG5 !
 Went Causeway library to study with YF. It's always fun to study with her cause we will study for awhile, then gossip, followed by study (: We ordered the Oreo Cheesecake & Cookie Milkshake. Yummy~ Today's orientation was sooooo fun ! I LOVE OG5 !! (: You people are so cute & outgoing~ The first time when they arrive at the hall, unfamiliar faces unfolded infront of my eyes. Their blank stares, with the thought of what's PJC life, remind me of the last year's Ada. I sincerely hoped that they will still be friends if they are not posted to the same class. Tomorrow will be another lovely day with them :D A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.
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