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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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Poem: Do Re Me Fa So Sitting on the chair, Gazing adoringly at the flow of your wand. It goes up down, up down. Jarring the bars in my mind. Looking at the circles that run across the page, I can't differentiate between black and white. You have lost me, in the world of yours. You and I no longer see each other eye to eye. We are seperated by an inch, between the two black standing poles. We were asked to write a poem in the literature class & I came up with this. I won't explain the story behind it. It's up to your analytical skills ! :D Anyway, we have a tough physical training during PE lesson as we trained on stamina running. Seriously, you will definitely feel like puking after the training. One of my friends' vision was blurred and she can only see dimmed images if us. It's super scary though. Right now, I am in the school library penning down my thoughts as I have to wait for one and a half hour for my OGL training to start. Gosh. I think I am stuck in this school. Practically I am ending school at 8pm everyday. Save me. I am drowned. PS: Congrats to my brother for getting in to his first choice of course, Ngee Ann Poly Accountancy ! + Congrats to Mag in getting to Ngee Ann Poly Business Studies ! :D
  Hahahas. Each round of gambling was $1 and thank goodness, lady luck was definitely shinning on me as I won $10 plus in the end. Anyway, I didn't eat any baw gua + pineapple tarts cause it's fattening (: and they aren't my favourite food either. I have been chewing on melon seeds for the past two days.      Happy 43th birthday, daddy! :D We bought him a small cake cause most bakery were not opened. Nonetheless, my daddy enjoyed himself & my aunt pester him to give her lucky numbers for 4D. So, they wrote the numbers on pieces of paper & ask my daddy to choose. All these gamblers ahs, always will hand itchy (: Anyway, daddy, I will be an obedient girl and listen to whatever you say. Pleaseee do not deduct my allowance. Love ya ! Today is GERALDINE CHEN WAN XIAN's 18th birthday ! :D We have been friends for 6 years and she is the nicest girl I ever met. Seriously, she is so wonderful + thoughtful + considerate ! Everyone loves her, including me ! :D Geraldine, You have been a fabulous friend all these while & I will always love you alright?! Don't be shy ~ Hees.
   Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday, Steven ! Yes. You have been a great friend for the past one year. Sometimes, your sacarsm is quite hard to catch but nonetheless, I think you are still a big fat joker ! (: HAHAS. Study hard for A's + stop being a geek. Be a rockstar, asshole-face ! PS: You can finally go clubbing legally~ It's an assurance to have friends standing by you.
Their presence meant more than anything. You are an asshole. Labelling you makes me feel good. Your selfishness & overwhelming confidence reflects your ugly face on the portrait. You don't treasure friends, leaving them making a fool out of themselves. I know, maybe you should just dissipate slowly. Just don't be a stepping stone in my life. Do you understand ? PE lesson was fun today ! Guess what ? Our sports module was soccer . I was like "OH NO !" when I heard that. Please~ I don't want get hit by the ball again. Yes. I got hit so many times at home due to my brother's enthusiasm on soccer -.- And also it reminds me of my past bf too. We tried out some assessment on soccer, which is the basic & is sooo much fun ! Many of us got hit on the leg, leaving warm tingling feeling behind. Apparently, thats PAIN !! :( Lit lesson was on Othello & we were given a chance to write about our knowlege on Shakespeare. Quite a number of us mentioned that Shakespeare was a gay and steven got defensive against our remaks. That's when the debate of gay issue started, with no ending though. After school, we went out with Lynn. Knowing that she is a gun shooter (meaning she shoots people with her sacarsm), a verbal fight with Jeevita was definitely unavoidable. This was what happened: J:"Bulimic shit!" L:"Hi, the Dark one!" ( she was racist about this cause Jeevita is an indian) J:"Whatever, Chopsticks!" L:"What ? I can't see you. I need a torchlight." J:"Bitch!" And it goes on and on until we reach BPP. I laughed all the way. As usual they can't stop the verbal fighting when they meet. But still, I enjoyed my day with the accompany of my good friend, Lynn ! (: I think Caricatures are fun ! It's part of our presentation for lit & ideas just gushed out from our mind as we decide on what to draw. Difficulties faced was that we can't draw. Not even sketch. Hahahas. But the image is vivid in our mind. I can really relate it to our texts (: Also, these caricatures will be exhibited ! Super excited right~ Saw Cheryl after my lit class. Sad to say, she's rushing off home. Thought I can catch up with her or something. Cheryl !! :D Please make time for us to chit-chat one day~ Noella came by my table & we started talking about her kairose programme. Apparently, she disliked a few people in her lit class cause of personality clashes. Yes. She's like this. She has to get those unhappy matters off her chest no matter what. It's nice to talk to her after such a long holiday~ If only people are stubborn, upon insisting that certain things shouldn't be done, perhaps all these misery will be gone by now. Sad to say, these misery are next to me.
 You once said that people are driven by dreams. That dreams serve to motivate one to deal with life. I beg to differ. Sometimes, dreams are unattainable. Just like balloons, it soars to the endless part of the world & never come back. No matter how long you wait, it will be a futile wish. You are just like the balloon.
Time passes slowly during lessons. I am counting the days as it past by. It's only the first week of school. Already I am legathic, tired of homeworks and tests. Oh no. Friends, Classmates have served as a burden on my emotions, instead of being the people who released my burden. Yucks. If only we can turn the hands of time, I might make a different choice..
  Many events had happened for these past few days. Went town-ing with YT at orchard on friday & we shopped the whole of Orchard. In the end, I spent up till $200 and she didn't even buy anything -.- It feels wierd when you keep on spending & your shopping partner don't buy anything. Just have this wierd mentality (: First day of school is soooo boring. Got a new teacher as my CT & she is also my Econs teacher. Hmms, got a feeling that she will be better than the teacher I got for last year. It's kind of funny when the principal told us that by April, all JC2 will be stressed up. Apparantly, when I went for my lessons & saw the schedule lined up for me for the whole of Term 1, seriously, I am very very stressed !! ): Oh my gosh. I can't even take a breather at all. Everyday is packed with lessons, lectures, tests, mock exams and exams D: I can't believe this. Anyway, today's PE was fun and yet tiring. We did our height & weight. And and and I am only 158 ! Oh no. I complained to Mr Yaw that the measurement ruler was faulty and he said something like girls are always short. Awwws~ I wanna grow taller ! He told us that thunderous thighs come from running too slowly, not because of running too fast. I was like hmmms, going to run faster no matter what. Hahahahas. PS: A warning to peeps buying Everlast shoes. It gives you blisters ! ):   These past few days have been a hectic one for me. PJC Open House was held today & before that, on wed, I went back to my sec sch band with Daniel (: Gosh. A surprising sight was awaiting me. Can you believe the whole band room was packed ? Like it's stuffy inside and everything. Heard from Daniel that there is quite a high intake of sec 1, with some of them trying out the instruments. It's lovely to see my clarinetists again, even though I only know the sec 4. Hahahahas. I was quite optimstic about meeting the sec 2, hoping that they can play well and unite as a section. However, a sec 2 girl in the section (I will not name her though ), has a big attitude problem. Hellos ? I am trying to be nice to you, cracking jokes & making a fool out of myself. And there you are, always going to the toilet and dragging your BFF along (Putri hates her too!), and slacking throughout the whole sectional. I mean, being your senior, I feel so ashamed to have you as a junior. Cause you don't take pride in whatever you do & has no passion for music at all ! ): Ain, the section leader, told me that previously, there is a racist conflict in clarinet section. Chinese VS Malays. I was like "WHAT ?" It's really very childish to discriminate race. Honestly, I find the person who started this is just a girl who is narrow-minded in her thinking. After band, we chatted with our conductor & discussed about the band. He agrees that the band sucks in their playing (which I agreed, it's purely noice pollution) and the band members have bad attitude problems. So, Wan Yee, Daniel and I went to Mac to chat about the band and everything till 10pm. God, I am exhausted after a day in PJC and CCKSS. PJC Open house was today and there are not quite alot of sec peeps to view PJC. Basically, we just performed to our own pioneers & I saw many of my classmates. Hahahahas. Some of them changed abit, especially Mark. I almost cannot recognise him :D He was soooooooo tanned, like charcoal. and his hair was spiked up, really up. Hahahahahs. We danced the mass dance, fun dance & cute dance in our clans and Zijian and Kegan keep on asking me whether I can dance in heels. Hahahahas. Seriously, it's tough to dance in heels, worse of all trying to jump (: Everything ended off well & I am really very very tired from the band practices since mon. Haiis~
Memories are meant to be kept in a corner of your heart. The days in 4/4 brought back tonnes of memories.Be it laughter, cries and shouting vulgarities, (Yes, we spew vulgarities everyday.) It just brought us closer, as though we are a big family. I am still unable to seek this feeling in o8Ao6. Perhaps we are not bonded well enough. Or there is an inner wall that seperates us. I do believe that after this year, 08A06 can stick together & go through thick and thin :D I looooove ya ! ~ Oh man. I can't believe school is starting soon. Gone are my freedom + sleep ~  Went out on a study date with Yf. You know what ? Seriously, we can be gossip girls (: Hahahahas. The moment we met, we just kept on talking & talking. non-stop. We walked to IMM & went for her lunch at LJS. At a point of time, a guy, who was sitting near us, toppled his drinks. Two cups of coke on the floor. The coke just splashed on us & Yf got coke stains on her shirt. The bloody guy never even apologise to her lahs ): Soooooo rude. After that, we went to BK to study . Surprisingly, I didn't really get the Econs notes into my head. Guess I am stressed out with band, review test & everything. Luckily, I went to my cousin's house to eat & we celebrated her birthday :D Gooosh. There's band at 8.30 tmr. Heeeelp~
The begining of a brand new year (: Resolution for 2009 1.To lead the new pioneers into our PJC family. 2. To make new friends (: 3. To keep myself awake during lectures & tutorials. 4. To score 5A's for A level (Most importantly !! ) 5. To study hard & not daydream about those unrealistic stuffs. 6. To love my friends even more & more ! :D  To receive the brand new year, I decided to cut my hair. The female hairdresser looks damn unexperienced man. I was like watching her for every cut she snipped & the whole process was a torture for me, leaving me sitting on neddles. Thank god, my hair looks okays, I mean okays only. Hahahas. Not like Wows. Met Xin Yee at Yew Tee & we talked about the upcoming orientation. Yeaps. She's a retainee & seriously, she's sooooooo shocked when I said there are dances & station games (: In the end, she sweared that she will not be coming for those games & dances. Anyway, I hate the sickness that is overwhelming my nose. Yes, I caught a flu & sore thoart ): My voice is soooo manly too. I think everyone is falling sick recently. Pleease take good care of yourself, people ! (: PS: Got a study date with YF tmr ! & there is my cousin's birthday bash at night. Waiitt for meee~
 Hey people ! I am back from OGL camp ~ Goooosh. It's been a fun & crazy 3 days 2 nights (: Let me introduce to you the 6 clans. Ursa. Cygnus. Pavo. Aquila. Orion. Leo. And I am in Aquila ! Yeas ! We are the best lahs :D Cygnus & Pavo are our deadly enemies. My Clan Masters: Kegan & Cheryl. My attaches: Xue Li & Zijian & Edwin. OGLS: Shu Hui & Wing Yu & Caroline & Annabel & Fazzilah & Melissa & Teng Yu & Kester & Bernard & Samuel & Nicholas & Ada. Day 1: We invented our cheers for Aquila & did the mass dance. My partner was a useless guy man. I am really sorry to label him useless. But I can't help it. There is a couple part whereby the girl has to spin inwards & the guy have to catch her. AND AND my asshole partner didn't catch me. WTH right ?! That asshole is Kester & he always whine like a girl. Kegan tried dancing with me & he really catch me lols. Thanks, Kegan ! Anyway, I sincerely prayed very hard that I don't get Kester as my OGL partner. Pleeeeasse ~ We ran around the school for the 'treasure hunt' & it's fun to unite as a clan to complete the tasks ! :D Day 2: In the morning, we did the games station, both wet & dry elements. There is one station where we have to dig the ball in the midst of flour, using spoon with your mouth. Goshh. I ate alot of flour man ): And there is another station whereby you have to crawl on water with detergent & the station masters will just pour cold water down your back when you are crawling. Super evil ~ Hahahahas. It's okays ~ I am going to splash water on the newbies next year (: NEWBIES, BEWARE OF AQUILA!At night, we did the fun dance & our clan was super high ~ Wing Yu & Shu Hui  We were quite bored at night , so Wing Yu suggested playing this 'splitting' game. Can you see how long her legs are ? She's around 166cm & is a hong kong girl (:  She bully people sia :DDay 3: Seriously, I forgot what I did. But I remembered we did cute dance & I am finally back home !~ |
