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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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Yesterday was a slacking day for me. Band was from 1.30-7.30. So I went there for spring cleaning first. OMG! The whole band room is filled with dust, dust & DUST! D: And we cleaned and cleaned.. until 4.30. Ms Chan, our conductor came, and we just start our usual full band. However, not many people turned up for yst practice.. Guess is because of their results.. Ms Chan told us that NJC might be playing the same song as us for SYF and we were like -.- I mean, its hard to judge on both band's standard when it comes to playing the same pieces. Apparently, the NJC conductor is unable to rent the score. Hahas. The song was damn nice and so impactful that my hair stood when I heard the recording. If only we can play like this.. But we lacked of many many percussion players for the songs. Yeas. When I came home at night, my mum broke the news to me that the library work, which I was supposed to go with my cousin and bro, was not intending to employ me. I was like wth. Seriously, I almost swear it out. I mean, I have waited for an entire 2 WEEKS since I finished school & I have rejected all my friends' job offers because of this. Now then they tell me they need PEOPLE WHO CAN COMMIT FOR LONG PERIOD AND DOES NOT APPLY FOR LEAVE FREQUENTLY. Hellos? If that's the case, why can't you bloody hell tell me freaking earlier ? I think this private library has no credibility at all. They have NO SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY and wants CHEAP LABOUR ! Thats why they employed my bro and my cousin. I was soooooo angry with them that I can't even sleep. So Cheryl and I talked on the phone and I just told her all my fustration. After talking and gossiping with her, I felt soooo much better. Thanks Cheryl ! You are the best ! :D Today, I went to find a job at westmall. And the employee spoke to me in broken english sentences,"Ehs...Boss not in...Students.. NO. Don't want." I can barely understand her and I was thinking.. why would someone wants to employ her and not some other educated people ? I guess it's cheap labour again. Anyway, I read the ads today and saw that the YOUGURT PLACE is employing people. So I ask my bro to call and that person said both of us can come for the interview on mon at lot one! Yipees! It's also near my school and home (: That's all for today. Enjoy my story. YOur story goes like this... The action-packed movie was like a blur to me.. and I hate watching those bloody scenes. So, I was really tense up and kept pulling the ends of my shirt. Perhaps you sense my tension, you slipped your hands over and held me tight in your big hand. Ohhhh my gooooossssh !!!!!! Its the first time you held my hands. I turned and saw a blush creeping up your cheeks. In my mind, I was like:"HAHAHAHAHAHAS!" But I controlled myself from laughing in the middle of the movie. I don't know is it because of your touch, I actually went through the movie without closing my eyes. Thanks alot. I appreciate it and you HELD MY HANDS! (: After that, we shopped around and you continued to hold my hands, as though not wanting to let go. Then, my insecurity aroused again. I realised that being with you, we will always attract lots of unwanted gazes. Some are friendly, Some are not. My sensitive ears overheard one group of girls saying: "Hey. That guy is soooo handsome. If only he is my boyfriend. Look, he got a girlfriend. So incompatiable!" Hearing that makes my heart uncomfortable. I knew I should ignore those gossips but their words seemed to left a permanent mark on my heart.. My action of withdrawing my hand cause a shock on your face. He asked,"What happen ? Is there anything wrong ?" My silence made him worry. Then he heard the gossips from the girls. He took my hands again and give me a strong reassured look. He said this, which I will remeber for the rest of my life: "Never bother what other people comment about. The mouth is theirs and you can't do anything to it. The only thing you can do is to put your trust on me. Perhaps you think my pretty face is your worry. However, this face of mine is only for you to look at and appreciate. Cause I know that you don't like me just for this pretty face." I was sooooo at a loss of words and at that point of time, I know he understand me more than anyone do. YTo be continued...
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