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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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Today is a depressing day cos its the promotion day. I know that some of my friends are mentally prepared that they will get retained. However, the glimpse of hope of getting promoted still exist in their face before today. When my civic tutor announced those who are supposed to go lecture hall, I am already on the brink of crying. When I heard Lynn & Steven's names, imagine my shock and surprise. I really really don't understand at all. Some people don't deserve to get promoted.. why not give a chance to those who have repented for the better ? When I walked past my eye candy's class, I seriously almost cried. He wasn't in the class. Possibility that he got retained or conditional promotion. Please let it be conditional promotion.. While waiting outside for Lynn, Steven, Cheryl & Huiqi, I was feeling sooo numb. I was thinking:"What am I going to console them about ? Have I really helped them all this while ? Or maybe I should have done more to help them ?" And I started crying. I just don't feel happy that I got promoted. I can only feel the pain of others, nothing but that. When I went to LT1 to persuade Cheryl not to take H2 history, I saw Noella. She smiled to me and said this:"Ada. I retain lehs." I just cried infront of her. I admire her courage for breaking the news to me with a smile but I just couldn't control myself. Another friend gone. I know that everything won't be the same anymore. To all my friends who can't make it for next year: Cheryl (She is my best mate!): It has been great knowing you. I know I should have done more to help you. You are a cheerful girl who always smile from the bottom of your heart. If you feel that you can do much better with history, then by all means take it with pride. It's your choice and you do know that Yi Fang & I will help you no matter what. Let your genuine smile change your life for next year and embrace it with confidence :D PS: Rest assured that I will take care of you in orientation. Lynn (my good friend in class): Seriously, without you next year, I really can't spell the word Fun anymore. You are the strongest girl I ever met. You discovered your mistake and have the courage to change it. Although it's too late, you have finally woken up. You will always be my good friend and show the world what you, Lynn, is capable of. It's more than that (: Noella (my "crazy" bandmate): You know what. Noella, from what I remember, you are always smiling. You can make me laugh until I cried from intense laughing. You were calm when you break the news to me. One glance at you and I knew you were crying in your heart. Just cry if you need to. You know I will always be there whenever you need me. I hope that the next time I see you, You will still be the smiling Noella (: PS: BE BRAVE! HuiQi (a friend whom I really enjoyed talking with): I know that you are mentally prepared that you will get retained. And I knew that you have no regrets. People always say that you are quiet and finds it hard to talk to you. However, I know that it's not that hard at all if they have the heart to talk to you. We can talk non-stop while walking to Lot One and I feel that the inner you is filled with many emotions. You never fail to amaze me with your jokes and I never regret knowing you. Show others what you have got and give yourself confidence to face the future ahead. PS: In my heart, you are not a quiet girl :D Show that to them. I am sorry.. as I am not in the mood to post my story. Sorry to those who enjoyed my story . Byes. |
