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Such a pretty face; Not meant to be mine.
When the journey becomes difficult, turn back and look at the shadow waiting for you at the corner.
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Your voice will be heard;
The ones that stood by me;Y Cheryl Dong Hui Evelyn Jazreel Jing Ting Lynn 'PJC Lynn Magon PJCSB Qian Yun Shu Ni Si Hui Xue Ting Yi Fang The past and the future;
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 My life in NTU has just begun and I would say its really diff from JC (oks. i know i am stating the obvious.) I went for NBS orientation, meeting people from all walks of life. when i say all walks of life, i mean it. its totally diff personality, behaviour, attitude. some deserve my snide remarks yet some deserve my utmost attention. hahas. super extreme treatment. Because of my exemption from Econs, i picked up an elective. "introduction to magical realism." it sounds nice, soo magical. but its LITERATURE! the prof was seriously boring to the max and my mind was flickering between fantasy and reality. hahahas. do you know that dreams are not fantasy? becos you are conscious that you are dreaming. whatever. hahahs. anw, i can't give up on this elective precisely becos there is no more electives left for me to choose. on top of that, my business cores are pretty much acceptable. i love OB and Marketing. more of human/society interaction whereas stats is boring, boring and nothing but boring. hahahas. i have made some frens and my life is still going on. love it or hate it? that depends.
 "Flowers are short-lived happiness.Your feelings are interwined with the flowers. when it blooms, you will love me dearly. when it withers, there is no longer me in your eyes." *It was so hard to say goodbye today. "see you soon" has become impossible.
 "Everyone is a fallen angel.And we all end up in different places." I just read the conclusion for Lauren Kate's 'Fallen' and there's a part where it mentions briefly that fallen angels are condemned. i do have differing opinions about that. Fallen angels are not condemned, but rather they are bearing the task of smuggling into the human world and aid the humans with their kind heart. Indeed, they are disguised. having hidden identity. but they are still accepted somehow. there is still a place for them. so who knows? your closest friend might be one of the 'fallen' angel. they are there when you need them. they are everywhere. don't bother to seek them out. they will be always by your side.  My brain juice is being sucked dry right now.my bro has kindly 'requested' me to help him write a poem and god knows how long have I written a poem. thus, trying to dig for some inspiration and I am now totally convinced that all poets are incredible. how can you think of soo many poems on various themes? oks. whatever. my mood is not that great cos holland lost the finals. actually i dreamt that holland will win. but who knows? things don't go your way. anw, my sis has helped to buy our UK tixs. gg off on 20 oct to 4 nov. hahahahas. but not on SIA though. Malaysian Airlines! sians. flying to KL first then directly to UK. that time my mum flew to Dubai then to UK in Emirates. but Emirates is not offering any cheap air tixs. haiis. nevermind. whatever means it take i will still reach UK! (:  hey guys. caught this movie together with IP MAN today. i prefer Knight and Day. the reason is simple. it's a good action-packed movie with a hint of humour. basically i am a big or i should say HUGE fan of Tom Cruise. he's a hot hunk and loves the way he deals with rifles, guns and everything. his swift actions makes you go WOW and captures your full attention. i truly appreciate this movie and many thumbs up. oks. now is 10.40pm. and my fren is now on the plane to korea. i am so envious of her. hahahas. i have asked her to help me buy stuffs from korea and guess what? my taste is so diff from others. i told her to get me instant noodles!! i know. its weird. but i want to try their spicy flavours! hahahas. she's gg to buy me lots of stuffs and i can't wait for her to be back nxt wk! (: *waiting in process*
 I am currently reading the NIGHT WORLD by L.J.SMITH.excellent writing. i was totally hooked on to it such that i was reading & eating at the same time. i was particularly in love with Book 2. the soulmate part was intriguing. i have never been through this, to the extent of pondering whether does soulmates exist? i mean, c'mon! soulmates in the 21st century? people will be giving you a despise look. but after reading the novel, i am having a different point of view. there is this traditional, old-fashioned self saying 'we live for ourselves. we need to be practical." but the new self, contradicts this and argues 'humans need love. we need to be passionate." we can't be practical yet passionate at the same time. it's really not easy. anw, the book mentions that when you meet your soulmate, that you will know he or she is the one for you, the both of you will be trapped in a shimmering light, where words could not be expressed. you will be able to see through the other half, be it his feelings, mind, thinking, heart or even soul. its as though both of your life are tangled together, not in a complex manner but in a way where your need for each other is inexplicable. i am quite thoughtful towards this reading and maybe one day, in the near future, i would be able to comprehend this theory through real experience.  hellos.it just dawned on me that I have not been blogging lately. okays. my life simply sucks. if you have followed my Plurk, you would have know nthat I am extremely dissatisfied with my job. it makes me understand the reality of having to face an unreasonable boss. i feel that she is a calculative person who never cares much about worker's welfare. this job really enlightens me in a way whereby I am determined to find a job that pays me well in the near future. i need to be more superior than the others. anyway, i need to get this off my chest. i can't believe she scolded me today because of something i said to the customer. i mean that has been the truth that i have spoken ever since i started working and everyone says that. but the unreasonable woman scolded me right infront of the customer. at that point of time, i felt like an ant being trampled on- with no dignity. how can someone tolerate such scoldings? i am at a loss. my colleague told me that maybe her intention was for me to leave. and its saddening when you put in so much effort and hard work into this job. haiis. anw, look at the pic above. its JUNG YONG HWA from 'you're beautiful'. he soooo cute! and young too! hahahahas. watch this drama people! you will get hooked on to it. byes! |
